I had a relationship with my professor at university. After about 1 1/2 years we broke up. Our relationship was really challenging. He was 12 years older than me, but we both loved each other. He has a 6 year old son who maybe wanted to live with us.
After I rejected his marriage proposal because of the son, he left me, but returned after two months. I went to hell when he broke up with me, and nearly went crazy, so when he returned we couldn't have a calm relationship. It was full of struggle. He is really doubtful about marriage now because of his son, whom he thinks I can't tolerate.
We both are doctors. We love each other but we both are irritable, sad and hollow. Now it has been two months that he hasn't called. I am waiting for him. He is sad, I am sure, but he refuses to call me. He thinks that this love will go nowhere because we can't get along with each other. I feel really miserable ... I can't live a normal life after him. I want him in my arms, but nothing happens these days but crying.