Woman, 28, Taiwan: A crush is affecting her health

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I have a crush on a guy. I hoped he would ask me out, and he did that. However, I don't think he likes me. He just wants to have some fun. I just want to keep our relationship in a “friend” way. I rationally convinced myself, but my mind is occupied by his image and he really affects my physical and mental health.