I am working in Pakistan for a very good Chinese company. My problem is how to live a life in China being a gay guy. As you know, outing could be a problem in China. I can't risk telling my friends and colleagues I am gay, but hiding and lying makes me feel not good about myself, as if it's something shameful. Well.I believe it's not.
I met someone special. He is my university mate. We've been together for one year. I am deeply in love with him, but he told me that he is going to marry a girl eventually. I am very depressed. I can't cheat a girl to marry her, but I also don't want to live a lonely live.
How to be honest and sincere without geting hurt? How to live a life?